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I was so excited to find out that the east coast Z meet from new york to florida was meeting up in myrdle beach exactly the same week my family had already booked a weach of vacation there, 1 block away. I was going to take my Z, and my girl and it was going to be a blast. But then right around finals time (in early june) it all went to shit. My X I was with for 4 years, was living with me and then told me she was moving out to openly be with my friend. I was hurt but i couldn't hate her (not yet anyways). So when she told me her graduation ceremony was the same week as the vacation/z meet i got my parents to move the vacation back (placing it after the Z meet). So missed the Z meet i had looked forward to for months, but i did it out of respect for the person i once cherrished so many special moments with. I was pretty comfortable with the decescion. But in the next 6 months things really changed... i was stupid and took her back, only to find out from other people and confirmed by her that she had slept with 4 of my friends total. One of which was her 2nd boyfriend for 4 months, neither of us without any knowledge of the other.
After 4 years its such a shocker to belive that someone you loved and trusted that much could be capable of such things. Especially when you have never done or even thought of doing such things. I guess i'll i can say is that time will heal, but women like that will keep dragging you back in again and again pro-longing the healing process far over due if you let them. I know i sure wasted too much time trying to understand her. Just move on and don't look back. Nobody deserves to be cheated on. It wont be difficult to find a better girl. There are still some honest ones out there. I was patient and a few months ago I found a great girl with a heart of gold.
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